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Name: Molly
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: San Diego
Birthday: 8/1/1989
Gender: Female


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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

must learn how to let go.

must learn how to move on.

must learn how to get over it.

must learn how to stop going back.

must learn how to say no.

must learn how to never talk to you again.

must learn that it is going to hurt.


Wednesday, January 24, 2007

its all in the game of love. :)


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

1/23/06

wow.

well i needed to let this out somehow, because its killing me.. and i don't want to talk about it.

for some reason, it is always the same thing that always gets me down this low. i know why, because this thing is my entire life. lets see, its been about 5 months since "it was over" if you call it that, it doesn't matter.. because just until recently now i actually feel like it is. i know i always come on here and say, no- this is the end, for good, but idk.. maybe its not, but its just still so hard. my mood this week has been so bad, i can't feel anything, i honestly just want to leave all these people here that i have made relationships with.. they mean nothing. everyone will hurt you. its just how it is.. i want to leave, i want new people. thinking about it makes my heart hurt which makes my eyes water which brings me back to thinking about everything again. 2 + years of memories, good, bad. and what for? this let down? this slap in the face- lies, disrespect. i didn't do anything to feel this way.

people change. i wish this wasn't happening and i was still my happy self. i stayed up until 1 am last night crying and then this morning i had to wake up and go to school like nothing was wrong, it sucks.. i don't blame you. i know i would do the same exact thing if i had the chance. its not even like youre that great, especially what i know of you lately. i want to get out of stupid madison and go to college where i never have to think of you again, because the way i am living now everything around me is you. its not fair. well see you at asb ball, friend.


Monday, June 05, 2006

for keepsake:

My favorite things about you...

Chasing bunnies in the middle of the night at the park.

Car rides with my feet out of your window and wind against my face listening to you yell Spill Canvas songs.

The way you clench your fingers together when you get excited.

Laying on the park structure talking with your letterman's jacket over us.

Pizza and poker picnics at the beach.

How I fit so perfectly in your arms.

Wrestling with you.

The way you look at me in the eyes.

When I ask you if you farted, you can never keep a straight face.

The fact that Dylan will listen to you, but not me.

Eating enough yogurt to get a free one.

All the adorable poems that you have written me.

The way your facial hair feels when it rubs against my face.

How seeing you puts me in a good mood.

When I run my fingers through your hair and how your head and eyes roll back at the same time.

Sneaking into pools and jacuzzis.

Making you smile.

You know the answers to all my questions.

How I can say something that would make no sense to another person, but you would understand me.

That you are always there for me when I need you, that you know how to cheer me up when I am feeling my worst.

That you complete me, that you are my best friend, that i can't live with out you.

 

<3


Friday, April 14, 2006

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you should get one.



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